My Sky

“It doesn’t matter whether you believe in these things or not. I share them here because I think they match me well so reading this page is a way to understand my own views on myself. It’s a different way to tell you about myself”.

Enneagram

Come as you are

for you are Love and Love is you

and the world shines with and within you

as the perfect note in the symphony of Existence.

You are the Skill itself, the Tool itself,

the Compass to guide your own steps

that happily lead to peaceful nowhere,

where you are safe, protected, relaxed,

being the whole of Life in it's full, present magnificence.

— SMJ, January 2026

Briefly about the enneagram

The Enneagram is a model of personality that describes nine fundamental patterns of motivation, attention, and emotional regulation. Rather than focusing on surface behaviors, it explores why we act, react, and relate in certain ways, especially under stress or security. In a work context, the Enneagram supports self-awareness around limits, strengths, decision-making styles, and relational dynamics. This clarity has practical consequences: it improves communication, autonomy, and responsibility, and reduces unconscious friction with others. In this sense, it is comparable to frameworks like MBTI, but with a stronger emphasis on inner drivers and adaptive patterns. On a personal level, the Enneagram functions as a tool for self-observation and self-care. It helps contain one's own reactive tendencies, avoid projecting unresolved patterns onto others, and remain less affected by the emotional dynamics of the environment. This integration between inner awareness and external functioning is what makes the Enneagram relevant both for professional contexts and for therapeutic or autonomous work.

I am the number one

Enneagram Type One describes a personality organized around principles, coherence, and an inner sense of what is right. The core movement of this type is toward identifying underlying rules, ideals, and abstractions that give structure and meaning to reality. Rather than focusing on isolated details, attention naturally goes toward the general, the systemic, and the essential—what could be described as the search for "correct form," similar to philosophical ideals. As a social subtype, this orientation extends beyond the personal sphere. The concern is rarely limited to individual improvement; it is directed toward the collective: society, systems, shared environments, or humanity as a whole. There is a strong sensitivity to the global impact of actions, norms, and values, and a tendency to evaluate whether structures and practices align with deeper ethical or functional principles. Type One operates along a clear internal spectrum. On one end, there can be rigidity: a strict moral framework, high self-restraint, and an intense focus on correcting what is perceived as wrong. This side is often associated with guilt, inner pressure, and the belief that goodness must be defended through discipline and control. On the other end lies the healthy expression of this type: a state of deep acceptance. Here, judgment relaxes, and reality is no longer filtered through constant evaluation of good versus bad. Experience is allowed to be what it is, without moral tension or corrective urgency. Presence replaces control, and acceptance becomes the central quality—not as passivity, but as clarity without resistance. My own trajectory within this pattern has been a gradual movement away from moral rigidity toward this more open and accepting stance. While certain domains once activated stronger self-critical or corrective tendencies, that intensity has largely softened. What remains is the capacity to work with principles and ideals without being constrained by them, and to relate to both self and environment with significantly less inner friction.

Western Astrology

Personal strengths and talents

Structural intelligence and psychological depth

The Capricorn stellium in the 4th house (Sun, Mercury, Saturn, Uranus, Neptune) is the dominant configuration of the chart. This produces: Exceptional capacity to build systems, conceptual or practical, over long timescales. High tolerance for complexity, ambiguity, and delayed gratification. Natural affinity for research, analysis, strategy, and work that requires solitude or internal coherence. This is not light or decorative intelligence; it is architectural intelligence.

Relational acuity and social perception

With Libra rising and Moon in Libra in the 1st, you have: Acute sensitivity to interpersonal dynamics. Strong aesthetic and ethical calibration. Ability to mediate, translate, or harmonize opposing positions. You read people quickly, often before they finish speaking.

Creative originality without narcissism

Venus + North Node in Aquarius in the 5th indicates: Creativity that is exploratory, innovative, and concept-driven. Capacity to produce original work without needing applause as fuel. Talent for combining art, ideas, and systems (e.g., creative technology, conceptual projects, experimental pedagogy).

Intellectual courage

Mars in Sagittarius in the 3rd gives: Willingness to challenge assumptions. Energy for learning, explaining, and arguing ideas publicly. Resistance to dogma; preference for open-ended inquiry.

Transformational resilience

Pluto in the 2nd (Scorpio) provides: Ability to survive and regenerate after material or existential crises. Deep insight into value systems—yours and others'. Potential for mastery over fear related to security and control.

Overall trajectory: The chart does not describe a life of volatility or sudden fortune; it describes progressive crystallization. Your strength lies in slow mastery, internal coherence, and the ability to produce work that holds together under scrutiny.

This is a chart of someone who becomes clearer, not louder, with time.

Sun

Capricorn

House 4th

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Sun in Capricorn

Core identity structured around responsibility, endurance, and long-term construction, rooted in private life, family, ancestry, or inner foundations. The self is built "from the inside out."

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Moon

Libra

House 1st

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Moon in Libra

Emotional life is visible, relational, and strongly tied to self-image. You experience yourself through interaction, balance, and feedback from others.

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Mercury ℞

Capricorn

House 4th

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Mercury in Capricorn

Thought is serious, inward, reflective, and often recursive. Strong capacity for internal analysis, memory, and structuring complex ideas, but not naturally expressive in a spontaneous or light way.

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Venus

Aquarius

House 5th

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Venus in Aquarius

Affection and creativity are unconventional, idealistic, and freedom-oriented. Attraction to originality, intellect, and non-standard emotional dynamics. Creative expression is experimental rather than sentimental.

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Mars

Sagittarius

House 3rd

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Mars in Sagittarius

Mental energy is assertive, exploratory, and outspoken. Drive manifests through learning, debate, travel, writing, or teaching. You fight with ideas rather than bodies.

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Jupiter ℞

Cancer

House 9th

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Jupiter in Cancer

Expansion through meaning, philosophy, ethics, and worldview, but deeply internalized. Beliefs evolve through emotional experience rather than doctrine. Strong intuitive sense of purpose.

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Saturn

Capricorn

House 4th

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Saturn in Capricorn

Heavy karmic emphasis on roots, family systems, psychological foundations, and inner authority. Early responsibility; later mastery. This is a dominant placement.

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Uranus

Capricorn

House 4th

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Uranus in Capricorn

Structural disruption and reform at the level of home, identity foundations, and inherited patterns. Your private life is not conventional, even if it looks controlled.

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Neptune

Capricorn

House 4th

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Neptune in Capricorn

Idealization, confusion, or transcendence around origins, belonging, and inner security. A porous boundary between imagination and memory.

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Pluto

Scorpio

House 2nd

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Pluto in Scorpio

Deep transformations around values, self-worth, and material security. Intense relationship with power, scarcity, and autonomy.

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Lunar Nodes ℞

Aquarius ☊ / Leo ☋

House 5th / 11th

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Lunar Nodes in Aquarius ☊ / Leo ☋

North Node (☊) in Aquarius, 5th house: Evolutionary direction toward authentic, original, self-generated creativity. South Node (☋) in Leo, 11th house: Away from validation through groups, status, or collective approval.

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Chinese Astrology

己巳 Yin Earth Snake

Birth Hour: 子 (Zi, Rat) – Midnight (23:00–01:00)

A mind that works below the surface. Reserved, observant, internally busy. Strong structural intelligence with a preference for depth over novelty.

Year Pillar — 己巳

Yin Earth Snake

Earth (己): Internalized stability, containment, strategic patience. Absorbs, holds, and refines rather than expands.

Snake (巳): Analytical, observant, controlled, mentally alert. Quiet, calculating, rarely impulsive.

Core: Strategic thinking, self-containment, delayed action over reaction. You observe far more than you show.

Month Pillar — 丑

Yin Earth Ox

Ox (丑): Persistence, endurance, resistance to chaos. Works slowly but relentlessly. Strong Earth with embedded Water and Metal.

Dominant influence: Structurally resilient, not emotionally volatile. Prefers systems that work over ideals that sound good. Favors long-form thinking, research, and mastery over time.

Day Pillar — 己

Day Master: Yin Earth

Your essence: Absorptive rather than expressive. Internally structured. Values coherence and consistency. Needs time to process before acting.

Not designed for constant output. Your intelligence is digestive: you take in complexity and convert it into usable structure.

Hour Pillar — 子

Zi, Rat (Water)

Rat (子): Abstract thinking, curiosity, pattern recognition, mental mobility.

Water–Earth tension: Earth wants stability; Water wants exploration. Result: A mind that never fully rests. Externally grounded, internally mapping and recombining ideas.

Psychological profile

Elemental pattern: Dominant Earth, secondary Water, moderate Fire. Metal present, Wood weak.

This produces a personality with strong structural intelligence but low impulsivity. You prefer depth over novelty and are skeptical of ungrounded enthusiasm. Growth comes from consciously engaging Wood qualities: initiative, flexibility, outward movement.

Temperament

Reserved, observant, internally busy. Calm exterior masking intense mental activity. Not easily swayed by emotion or fashion. Strong intolerance for incoherence or superficiality.

Cognition

Systems-oriented thinker with strong memory for structure. Naturally diagnoses flaws in arguments or models. Prefers frameworks that survive stress-testing.

Motivation

Security through understanding, not control. Mastery rather than dominance. Autonomy through competence.

Social style

Selective, not avoidant. Prefers meaningful exchanges over frequent ones. Low need for approval, high need for earned respect.

Shadow

Over-containment of emotion. Delayed action due to over-analysis. Risk of stagnation if environment becomes too rigid. Difficulty starting without internal certainty.

Archetypal summary

Hidden Strategist

Not a front-line commander or charismatic leader, but a structural thinker, planner, analyst, or builder of durable systems.

You are better suited to designing, refining, diagnosing—working behind or beneath visible structures. You produce things that last, not things that impress quickly.

This is a chart associated with long arcs, not dramatic spikes.